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June 15 mondays always get me down I'd rather go back and undo what I did. I feel a little depressed at a time. And I just can't concentrate right now. I miss all the entries and the memories I have here. And I miss you! And I wish I will be ok soon. May 02 From Grey's Anatomy "I can't think of a single reason why I should be a surgeon, but
I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose...
there are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a
game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could
quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field" Meredith Grey March 24 นรกอยู่ที่ใจ บทเรียนตรงหน้าอาจจะดูโหดร้าย บีบคั้นรุนแรงราวกับนรก ถ้าเราคิดว่า นรกตรงหน้าเกิดขึ้นเพื่อลงโทษทำให้เราทุกข์ทรมาน เราเข้าใจผิด นรกตรงหน้าไม่ได้ต้องการลงโทษเรา แต่ต้องการที่จะสอนให้เรารู้ว่า ถ้าเรายังคิดแบบเดิม มีคุณภาพใจแบบเดิม เราจะต้องติดอยู่ในนรกตลอดไป นรกต้องการให้เราดึงคุณสมบัติที่ดีที่สุดในตัวเราออกมาทันทีที่เราพลิกความคิด สละความเห็นไม่บริสุทธิ์นั้นออกจากใจ ยกระดับจิตใจสู่คุณภาพใหม่ เราจะพ้นจากนรกเข้าสู่สภาพแวดล้อมใหม่ทันที เพราะสภาพแวดล้อมเดิมไม่ดีพอที่จะรองรับเราได้อีกต่อไป February 25 It was Monday, and I wasn't OK!Shit happened. I wish I knew just how to control it from falling onto me. I wish I could understand more about fate and destiny. I wish I could be this and that. I wish I could be more and learn more...and I just wish I were okay... I wish all the good things for them all and I wish we should forget what's been bothering our minds and all. And I wrote this because I'm tired to be pruned by the thoughts. I'm depressed because of the result I've made The sad part is I don't even have time to grief As the page is turned my wordless words begin to fall I am closer to where this book might have ended But is it me or you who has the right to end it? And now I wonder how the last word might have been So think twice before you write ‘coz it can never be erased February 15 ~So mean!~ ใจร้ายGoodbye, I said it in my mind
No words escape I just want to disappear What's left here is nobody's fault And I have my reasons which either good or bad I have like thousands of them and I am sorry... It's not that I don't love you And you can say that I'm so mean But I just can't carry on like this It could cause me tears if I had to say that it couldn't be you... So please be strong and patient It's no good to keep on insisting It's nobody's fault Don't say you're sorry coz there's nothing left for me here anymore Please...don't hold it back against me...because I feel the pain too... I'm sorry
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