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So what? So I've got this smile on but it's hding the quiet superstitions inside my head. So don't believe me when I say I got it wrong!
June 15

mondays always get me down

I'd rather go back and undo what I did.
I feel a little depressed at a time.
And I just can't concentrate right now.
I miss all the entries and the memories I have here.
And I miss you!
And I wish I will be ok soon.

May 02

From Grey's Anatomy

"I can't think of a single reason why I should be a surgeon, but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose... there are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field" Meredith Grey
March 24

นรกอยู่ที่ใจ

             บทเรียนตรงหน้าอาจจะดูโหดร้าย บีบคั้นรุนแรงราวกับนรก ถ้าเราคิดว่า นรกตรงหน้าเกิดขึ้นเพื่อลงโทษทำให้เราทุกข์ทรมาน เราเข้าใจผิด นรกตรงหน้าไม่ได้ต้องการลงโทษเรา แต่ต้องการที่จะสอนให้เรารู้ว่า ถ้าเรายังคิดแบบเดิม มีคุณภาพใจแบบเดิม เราจะต้องติดอยู่ในนรกตลอดไป

             นรกต้องการให้เราดึงคุณสมบัติที่ดีที่สุดในตัวเราออกมาทันทีที่เราพลิกความคิด สละความเห็นไม่บริสุทธิ์นั้นออกจากใจ ยกระดับจิตใจสู่คุณภาพใหม่ เราจะพ้นจากนรกเข้าสู่สภาพแวดล้อมใหม่ทันที เพราะสภาพแวดล้อมเดิมไม่ดีพอที่จะรองรับเราได้อีกต่อไป

February 25

It was Monday, and I wasn't OK!

Shit happened. I wish I knew just how to control it from falling onto me. I wish I could understand more about fate and destiny.

I wish I could be this and that. I wish I could be more and learn more...and I just wish I were okay...

I wish all the good things for them all and I wish we should forget what's been bothering our minds and all.

And I wrote this because I'm tired to be pruned by the thoughts.


I'm depressed because of the result I've made
I'm upset because of the idealized I've created
I'm anxious because of the circle I've drawn
I'm awash because of my delusion has showed

The sad part is I don't even have time to grief
This moment is a part of the book I have to read
As the odd pages are hard to forget
The even pages are hard to remember

As the page is turned my wordless words begin to fall
Deep in the dark where my next appointment is called
Still, there is no light bending over me to guide
There’s only nothingness sitting next to me in disguise

I am closer to where this book might have ended
But is it me or you who has the right to end it?
And now I wonder how the last word might have been
So think twice before you write ‘coz it can never be erased

February 15

~So mean!~ ใจร้าย

Goodbye, I said it in my mind
No words escape I just want to disappear
What's left here is nobody's fault
And I have my reasons which either good or bad
I have like thousands of them and I am sorry...
It's not that I don't love you
And you can say that I'm so mean
But I just can't carry on like this
It could cause me tears if I had to say that it couldn't be you...
So please be strong and patient
It's no good to keep on insisting
It's nobody's fault
Don't say you're sorry coz there's nothing left for me here anymore
Please...don't hold it back against me...because I feel the pain too...
I'm sorry

 
 

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What matters the most is how you live it.